Thursday, February 4, 2010

Im just a girl, trying to find a place in this world.


So, it's February. Which means next month is March. And March means I find out what colleges I got into. I am freaking out! Last night I could barley sleep because I kept thinking about everything. Whether I filled out my applications correctly. Whether I sent all my information in and they received it. Which colleges am I going to get in to? I applied to 3 to be safe, but what if I don't get into any? What if I get into all of them? Where am I going to live? Where am I going to work? How often will I get to see my parents?
The colleges I want to go to are so far away from here. I'm finally going to have to deal with adult things like rent and groceries. In one month I'll find out where I'm going to be for the next two years of my life. It's such a big deal and I have to wait an entire month to know anything! I just wish I knew so I could start making plans. My future right now is like a vast abyss of fog and I don't know what's going to hit me.
I wish it were March already!!